VEXED//
i now very fan leh..
should i stay in hostel anot? left with 3 days to decide.. actually to be exact is 1 day. All these things are fighting inside my mind : Im afraid i cannot get use to it. Can't sleep without my own bed. Afraid of the hygiene as my skin is very sensitive. haiz. staying in the hostel have to bear up my own responsibility. Will i be able to survive on my own? tough question. But if i didnt stay like my bro said, will i regret? i think i should list out the pros and cons of staying in hostel. First of all let starts with the pros : 1)can learn to be independent and look after myself 2)freedom 3)meet new friends(hall mate) i hope 4)new life 5) adapt to changes
now move on to the cons: 1) unable to sleep well , 2)can't get use to it 3)hate to use public toilet and bathroom 4)i still have to finish my driving lesson so have to put in the effort to go all the way down to cdc.(lol excuses) 5) homesick.
This is the very 1 thing that i hate about myself. I can't make up my mind! wah piang is 5 t o5 how to decide ?
Another thing in mind : i decided to perm my hair. It's call japanese perm. Once agn i dono whether wan to perm anot. actually wanted to perm it when it's longer but feel like wanted to have some changes before entering the uni.
upon writing all this, i come up with one conclusion .That is I'm actually afraid of changes. DOTZ. Everything is so contradicting !!!